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Running Away from Home...
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First of all...i want to tell you all...
klu aku posting..
org salu cakap...aku nyer posting salu...logic and real..
so...thread ni pelik...
it's about me...maybe...i'm not being logic...or rational..
you see....back when i was 18...
aku pernah runaway from home...for two days...hanya limit...kat tempat aku jerk..
so..hmm..i have a bf...from US..caucasian..
he's an inventor...and a physicist...
ni bukan yg tattoo...tu..org sarawak..
ni bf lain...so..hmm...well...
aku kenal dier...since i was 18...online...
now i'm 23...
so...we talk about fizik...sains...biology..medicine..about ourselves...
he loves listening to my opinions..
i feel appreciated..i feel like i'm a somebody in his eyes...the most important of all ..i feel loved
he's my soulmate...we got a lot of things in common...
dier pernah nak visit kat sini..
but i was too shy..so..tak jadi..
then dier pernah...gak..mengajak..aku soh pi kat US..dier bayar ticket..
but..i told him...that my parents...wouldn't approve of it..
aku cakap bapa aku dah tua...dier ada high blood pressure..and etc..
tak nak dier kene heart attack..
becos truthfully...aku ni...in my parents eyes...
they see me as somebody...who is sheltered from the world...
but at the same time...i see myself...as an independent and experience the real world in my own home..
cam cerita slumdog millionaire la...aku tak yah pi jaoh2...memang kat rumah dah semua
i usually handle things alone...since i was a kid...
cos..my parents...they sort of kurang bagi prihatin kat aku...dari siblings yg lain..
from registration kat pejabat ka apa........makan luar...pi clinic...
i still remember...
bila aku sakit tenat..weak and thought i was dying....i was all alone...
when...i saw my...cousins...sakit...autoimmune disorder...my aunt...help her all the way..sanggup...bayar mahal2...utk check up kat private hospital..
and when i hear stories from my friends...klu dorg sakit serious..their parents would help them..
so..when i was lying on my bed..alone...sick...weak..and almost nak goal...
i thought..that ...my parents was going to do the same..and save..me..
but they didn't...they just left me..it broke my heart..
but i gather all my last strength...and..then...just...did everything i could to survive...
klu dah lam survival mode...moral semua dah hilang...
i became a con artist...online...cos i was too weak...to get a job..
klu aku online pun 30 mins con org......pahtuh 5 jam aku baring resting balik...hehe
memang terok condition aku...
so..i've been a con artist since i was young...18..
and then...aku ada experience...lam conning org..
pandai judge character org...thru online...and tengok aku nyer target..
i research their behaviour....
so...now...aku nyer bf...second time..dier pelawa aku..
dier nak bawa aku pi US..
mula2 aku tak nak...takut bapak..mengamok...heart attack semua..
but i'm having second thoughts..
sometimes...aku cakap kat diri aku..
what if...there's something big for me out there...
what if...this is my chance..
[ Last edited by makcikmengamok at 8-4-2009 22:43 ] |
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first of all, makcik ni bangsa n agama apa, mintak maaf tanya. iban kristian ke? |
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Reply #2 mclaren's post
A;ah, nak tau gak sebelum komen panjang2 meletup2  |
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Reply #4 hajrin's post
Makcik bubis gak ek?  |
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Balas #2 mclaren\ catat
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lame tak nampak ko..aku suke cara ko respon/komen msj2 org len... sgt berilmiah/bermotivasi.. ko ni kaunselor ke?? |
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Balas #5 bacteria82\ catat
ape maksud bubis sebenonye??? |
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takut la ikut omputeh kat us, disuruh jadi pelacor ;lak kat sana... |
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satu jer nak comment dont put your trust with somebody online....its very dangerous |
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Originally posted by makcikmengamok at 8-4-2009 22:42 
First of all...i want to tell you all...
klu aku posting..
org salu cakap...aku nyer posting salu...logic and real..
so...thread ni pelik...
it's about me...maybe...i'm not being logic...or ...
ish ish...mcm bahaye jek
toksah le ikot jantan mane2 even dlm mesia ni pon
kat dlm ni lain ...kat luar lain |
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Ko pernah gi USA sebelum ni? Dah ada visa belum?
Ok je pi USA nun.. IF, you have someone else you trust - family ke, relatives ke, good friends ke.. and boleh jumpa si mamat tuh, berteman. Like I did last year hehehe...
Otherwise, you may feel lost and unsafe, especially if you depend ONLY on him. In case things don't turn out as you planned. BUT kalau nko jenis kalis api, air, angin dan tanah etc... Boleh je try your luck there. Apa2 hal.. your first hurdle is to get a VISA. Bukan senang nak masuk USA sekarang wehh... Pastu, pastikan RM mencukupi hehehe... Bukan apa.. SHOPPING best gak kt sana tu...
IF I were you, I would encourage that mamat kokesen to visit here. Cheaper. Then boleh la tengok real life chemistry macamana... FOr better or worse.
Nko ni.. Aku baru jer angan2 nak batal rancangan aku spend winter kt US. Macam dah tak thrill je dating ngan Americans these days.. ahaks... |
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karang ade yang tersekatdlm jail bawa drug lak..ko jangan...hati2 dear~
jgn caye sepenuhnye chatters nih..bahaya deq non uiii |
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Originally posted by nenekglamer at 9-4-2009 02:16 
Ko pernah gi USA sebelum ni? Dah ada visa belum?
Ok je pi USA nun.. IF, you have someone else you trust - family ke, relatives ke, good friends ke.. and boleh jumpa si mamat tuh, berteman. ...
lom bervisa...
no...friends and relative..kat US...
yeah...aku pun plan nak soh dier dtg sini...
instead...aku pi situ...
tapi ada...the daring + adventerous + reckless side of me...giler nak pi situ terus
well ok...tak jadi la aku pi situ...
klu nak runaway pun...patut cari tempat yg aman kan?
kat US ni...byk jenayah...cam serial killer and etc..
[ Last edited by makcikmengamok at 11-4-2009 19:52 ] |
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Originally posted by mclaren at 8-4-2009 23:11
first of all, makcik ni bangsa n agama apa, mintak maaf tanya. iban kristian ke?
"jepon" kehkehkeh
but the most important thing is aku ni muslim...
[ Last edited by makcikmengamok at 9-4-2009 03:35 ] |
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Originally posted by bacteria82 at 8-4-2009 23:32
Makcik bubis gak ek?
bubis??? |
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Originally posted by tightcherry at 8-4-2009 23:53
takut la ikut omputeh kat us, disuruh jadi pelacor ;lak kat sana...
tau....tau....
dahlah omputeh kat US ni...mempunyai btg yg besar
pompuan asia badan kecik pun pandai lari liar bertempiaran bila tengok big cock mereka..
[ Last edited by makcikmengamok at 9-4-2009 03:54 ] |
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Originally posted by sunsuria at 8-4-2009 23:58
satu jer nak comment dont put your trust with somebody online....its very dangerous
tau....tau.....that's the basic rule pasal mende online.. |
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Category: Cinta & Perhubungan
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Post time 8-4-2009 10:42 PM
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