Alaa...x nak la kesian2 huhuhu
Eh, i was thinking Jenab also smlm . But then ttiber name Awkwardfina or Gizmo i rs sesuai utk my Anxiety. So cute!. Ingat x Gizmo?
Anxiety Mode
Walaupun dah diagnosed 2 tahun lepas my ADHD setahun lepas all of this is still new to me. What about u? Your Dr ade x inform the cause of your D&A? How's ur work life ok ke x?..or like ade gangguan like susah nk fokus ke?
Ai dah lama tak kerja, jd housewife jah. Ai kena panic attack bulan Jan, pastuh fikiran pun start berserabut dgn overthinking. Malam susah nak tido. Ada masanya menangis2. Bila bangun tido, rasa miserable dan kosong gitu. Malas nak buat apa2, nak lepak atas katil jah. Kadang2 tu terfikir jugak, aku ni kemurungan ke apa? Tp ai ingat benda nih akan baik sendiri. Makin lama, ai rasa makin teruk plak. Dr tak bg tahu pulak penyebab apa sbb ai pun tak tahu apa trigger masalah ai. Mungkin covid19 yg tak berpenghujung, mungkin ai dok sorang2 kat rumah kesunyian sbb hubby kerja kat KL. Entahlah. Sekarang syukur, dah makan ubat so ada rasa ok sket takda la brain fog, hidup dlm dunia sendiri.
Manja mcm mana pulak sekarang? Dah boleh handle tak ADHD? Sokongan family mcm mana ya?
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Edited by manjalara_01 at 17-3-2021 01:08 PM
dani-rox replied at 17-3-2021 12:47 PM
Nama Gizmo tu comel
Ai dah lama tak kerja, jd housewife jah. Ai kena panic attack bulan Jan ...
Cute geram i. Owh, i thought i sorg je low self-esteem sbb x keje. I thought u work@office/home.
Mungkin jgk lakan. Bleh je mental asyik sorg2 je. Kalu keje Dj radio tu lain la. Anyway ape2 situation pun bleh je kemurungan.
Good 4 u ade improvement lepas mkn ubat. Maknanye u duk bintulu ur hubby keje kl. Jumpe weekend je ke?
Dugaankan bile sorg2. Then org bg nasihat gi la join club ni ke buat volunteer work ke. Sometimes x bleh nk elak dr hidup sorg2. Come on la dah adult what do u expect? Adult life is like that dah kawin ke solo ke.
4 me i rs xde kesan ape sgt la mkn ubat ni. Dr i pun kata since my kes dah lame mkn ubat pun lame jgk la.
Yg penting bleh tdo. Kelakar la adhd i ni. Like b4 & after i know i ade adhd. I guess yg penting tu ade awareness. So bile tersedar my thoughts all over t place bleh la Stop It! Tp tu pun kejap je hahaha.
Rs mcm rollercoaster ride but it's in ur mind. Huru hara tu perkara biase.
Support? Elleck. So kena la ade plan b, c, d. Life is what it is.Dah br'usaha tp kalau x ke mana what else can u do? Run little hamster in ur wheel. Penat usaha tp x gi mana pun. That is my pathetic story.
Good 4 u ade improvement lepas mkn ubat. Maknanye u duk bintulu ur hubby keje kl. Jumpe weekend je ke?
sebelum covid, dia balik sebulan sekali. tp sekarang memandangkan takbole merentas negeri, dekat 6 bulan dah tak balik. apapun, ai kat rumah parents sekarang, buat sementara waktu takmo dok sorang2 kat rumah sendiri.
Kan? Ai pun selalu fikir dlm otak kita ni mcm rollercoaster ride. sekejap up, sekejap down. sebelum ai pergi jumpa doktor, mcm prisoner in your own mind pun iya jugak.
Chayok2 Manja... We can do it. This too shall pass
Lama dah tak singgah ke thread nih... bbrp hari lepas ada saat ups and downs. Pergi kedai nak beli roti pun takut2, berdebar2 - mcm kena kejar org.
Tp sekarang ai rasa bertambah baik dgn ubat dan bbrp sesi terapi. Wpun masih ada perasaan yg kureng2 sebegitu tp ai dah mcm mula 'jadi' diri ai yg normal. Dah boleh bersembang dgn org sekeliling, masak2, join mak ai buat belacan etc
Anxiety tu still ada tp dah tak seteruk dulu. Dr sajes ai kurangkan intake ubat takut ai jd addict pulak, ai pun harap pasnih takmo bergantung dgn ubat sgt.
Kpd poremer2 yg mengalami masalah A&D, pls get some professional help. Jgn pendam dan tunggu lama2. Memanglah takkan terus sembuh sepantas kilat tp at least kita ada bantuan dan cara control agar dpt menjalani hidup mcm biasa.
Lama dah tak singgah ke thread nih... bbrp hari lepas ada saat ups and downs. Per ...
Hey u..
Alhamdulillah..tu la i was like aik? ttiber missing in action?..hello anybody home?
Yaa u good for u. For some people it comes and go then the end., but for others pulak (like me), D&A tu is apart of your life wether u like it or not. And each individual lain2 simptopms lain2 pengalaman. Eh mcm Dr pulak
Tolong mak buat sambal? i x reti pun buat sambal ahahah..
I sj tepek youtube UAH kat atas tu sbb ade byk kisah2 depression pelbagai umur jantina..Menarik
B4 i forget, x kisah la ape jenis depression skali pun the sooner u get help t better. Sbb kalau x dpt treatment it will just get worst. Bile dah worst lagi susah nak buat treatment & sebagainye.