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Balas #247 aizverus\ catat
lol u might want to read my previous post.
kenapa kena ada? sebab ..hm..ntah..i ni paranoid gile kot  |
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Hoho.. nk share sumthing ngan korg leh tak?
Jantung aku berdebar2 kuat bila baca thread ni..
Apsal ekk??
Adakah kerana aku kelas Indigo masa sekolah menengah dulu?
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Ok.. I want to be sincere here...
Masa kecik2 aku bleh dikategorikan sbg org yg alim la...
Time nk tido surah al-fatihah, 3 kul dan selawat semua aku baca
Siap sapu2 ke seluruh badan sbb mcm tu yg abah aku ajar.
Sampai bila aku dah capai akil baligh
aku pernah bermimpi akan jadi isteri pada seorg yg alim dan penting dalam
islam macam Siti Khadijah.
Dan aku yakin sgt2 abah aku bg nama aku lain dr adik beradik aku yg lain2
atas sebab2 ni...
Tapi sejak kecik aku dah perasan aku ada 2 personaliti.
Yg baik dan yg jahat...
Yg jahat ni selalu persoalkan aku apa saja yg aku buat.
Start dr sembahyang, buat keje, even bercakap pun...
Dan at this very moment, jantung aku still berdebar2 kuat
bila aku mentionkan yg jahat ni.
Pernah sampai satu tahap, aku dihalau keluar rumah oleh abah aku (atas sbb2 tertentu yg terpaksa dirahsiakan)
tp aku tak nanagis langsung!!!
aku siap fikir aku bleh survive tanpa family aku!!!
dan start dr situ diri aku yg jahat ni start control hidup aku.
aku dah mula tinggal sembahyang
dah mula skip2 puasa
dah mula menipu, mencuri
dan aku susah nk percaya atau hormat org lelaki.
dan ada 1 kejadian masa aku kt universiti dulu
aku mimpi ada sorg nenek dtg dekat dgn aku
hooh sgt muka nenek tu
time tu aku tgh tido dok ada katil queen size
dalam satu bilik yg besar.
nenek tu panggil aku sambil jln terbongkok2 kt aku
dia hulur tgn dia suruh aku ikut dia
aku takut sgt time tu...
aku nk kuar dr mimpi tu tp tak bleh.
aku nangis... aku ckp tak nak ikut dia
dia dtg dekat lg...
last2 aku tersedar aku tgh nangis
Tuhan saja yg tahu betapa takutnya aku masa tu
aku tak pernah cite kt family aku psl mimpi tu
Dan start dr situ aku mengaku diri aku makin jahat
Islam yg jd amalan hidup aku makin aku tinggalkan
aku tahu apa yg aku hidup ni byk dosa
tinggal sembahyang semua tu... tp aku tak faham kenapa aku nk ikut nenek tu
sampai skrg aku ingat lg mimpi tu wpun dan 5 thn. |
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rugi kalau dah ada clue tapi x ikut... pilihan masing2.. |
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rasanya aku takde apa2 special ability pun mcm orglen sebok citer.
mnde2 pelik yg berlaku ada la, tp malas nak taip. |
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Balas #251 coffeebeans\ catat
hm..abeh tu ko skg dah ok ke ape?  |
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yg ni maybe mac or anyone else penah post..
[quote]The following are typical characteristics of the Indigo children, teens or adult Indigos:
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Indigo Generations
The People of the Indigo Ray, or the Blue Ones, have been on this planet for a while, but have not manifested in such great numbers for a very long time. There has always been a random sprinkling of Indigos in the population in all generations, but these people were fairly rare before the final third of the Twentieth Century. And Indigos have been with us since the dawn of time, and many have contributed much to our advancement- some were famous, many were not. All were unique and gifted.
The current heavy surge of Indigo arrivals have manifested in five distinct and discernable decants or generations of one decade each. Each generation has distinguishing characteristics, auric veils, and Awakening/Saturn’s Return years. I have listed them here for clarity.
Generation One (Alpha): Born between 1958-1968. Born with blue-green-violet overlays, camouflaged with tans. Saturn’s Return/Awakening years for this generation were 1986-1996. (Age 28 for each year.) This generation is now in their Post Awakening years, and is in the process of rediscovering and recovering their Gifts. Some are currently transiting into their Octarine phase.
Generation Two (Beta): Born between 1968-1978: This generation also came in with the blue-green-violet overlay, but without the tan camouflage. The Saturn’s Return/Awakening years for this generation were 1996-2006. This generation is also Post-Awakening.
Generation Three (Gamma): Born between 1978-1988: Here is the first generation of minimally overlaid Indigos. If they have an overlay at all, it is generally violet, with some appearances of Crystal/Octarine. This is where some of the earliest manifestations of apparent ADD and ADHD in Indigo children began. Saturn’s Return/Awakening for this generation will be from 2006-2016.
Generation Four (Delta): 1988-1998: The first of the ‘pure’ Indigos with no color overlay at all- only the highly chameleonic Crystal/Octarine. These are the ‘wildest’ of the apparent ADD/ADHD group, and Guidance states that it is possible that it is the rapid-fire overstimulation by the public media of this time acting on the crystal overlay that is driving the Indigo child to distraction. Suggestions of the use of slower rhythms and deep, warm colors in their environment, rather than the use of drugs, may stop these ‘oscillations’ that make them ping off the walls, and give the Crystal/Octarine element in their overlays something to use for grounding. This will also soothe the Indigo child when he/she is overstimulated by the noisy, flashy environment. It will also make their transition into adolescence smoother- this group will have the hardest puberty, and, if not carefully monitored, the highest drug/alcohol and suicide rate of all the cohorts. For this group, Saturn’s Return/Awakening will be from 2016-2026.
Generation Five (Omega): 1998-2008: According to my Guidance, this will be the last decade of pure Indigos, and the end of the major cohorts. They may have as many difficulties in acclimitizing themselves to the environment as the Delta generation, and depending upon the local conditions, may have an extremely difficult childhood. Many of these Indigos will be born of earlier Indigos, and some will be reincarnations of Alpha and Beta generation Indigos who chose to leave early. Depending upon local conditions, this generation will experience its Saturn’s Return/Awakening from 2026-2036. Other elements may speed up or back off the time table. The number of people of the Indigo ray will drop off sharply during this generation. They will still be born, but not as many.
If you are a Beta generation Indigo, on the verge of or are presently in the midst of your Saturn’s Return period, this guidance should help you. It is very rare to see a fully Awakened person under the age of thirty. For Indigos, this difficult time serves to strip away the overlays and camouflage, and reveal to them their true potential and psychic capabilities. The transitory period for an Indigo is generally longer than that of a normal person- sometimes up to three years. Indigos may feel totally naked without their overlays, and if they do not understand what is happening to them, they may panic and think they’re going mad. Careful direction, close peer contact, and compassionate guidance is essential during these vulnerable times. You will make it, and wonders will await you on the other side of this passage. |
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Reply #254 cassiopeia's post
Aku tak rasa aku ok lagi...
aku sdiri pun tak tahu
selalu mimpi2 aku tak pernah ada kaitan dgn aku
Cth aku pernah mimpi aku jd puteri alien kt sebuah planet lain
kena kidnap...
pastu aku pernah mimpi aku jd skywalker dlm cite starwars tu..
mimpi aku pelik2...
Tp aku pernah mimpi aku jatuh gaung yg dalam dgn family aku
time tu naik pajero abah aku
time tersedar tu aku berpeluh2 takut wpun bilik aku pasang air-cond
sampai skrg aku fobia nk naik pajero kalau pgi jln yg berbukit2
Dan kadang2 bila ada benda buruk yg akn berlaku pd aku
bila aku tersedar dr tido aku akn rasa sedih
dan fikiran aku akn cuba ingat balik pd benda buruk yg akn jd tu je...
benda ni mmg betul dah dah jd byk kali...
so kira aku dah prepare bila benda buruk tu jd
Cuma kebelakangan ni aku dah rasa benda2 ni
mimpi aku pun dah mula meaningless |
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tambah skit...
aku selalu jd tmpat org luahkan masalah
dan org yg tak berapa kenal aku pun senang nk be open dgn aku
wpun selalunya masalah aku sdiri aku takleh nk handle... |
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Balas #258 coffeebeans\ catat
byknya empath kat sini  |
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The Joys and Pitfalls of Being an Empath
Being an Empath is a Double Edged Sword
Can you feel what others around you are feeling? Are you sensitive to your surroundings? When you lay your hands on someone, do your hands know right where to go to help that person? Perhaps you are an empath.
Curse or Blessing?
Being an empath is a double edged sword. It can be both a curse and a blessing. On one hand, you have the ability to intuit exactly what you need to do to make someone comfortable. On the other, it is easy to lose track of what you need, because you are so accustomed to caring for other's comfort before caring for your own. You have easy access to information about what is going on with the people around you, but sometimes it is hard to know your own mind.
Some people would love to learn how to be more empathic, while others would love to learn how to retain the best parts of that skill, while managing the more difficult aspects. this article will help you with both things.
An Empath Can Be a Real Chameleon
I have this theory that people become empaths as a way to stay safe in their world. If you know what those around you are feeling, then you know how to adjust what you say and do to make them comfortable so that they are safer people to be around, both emotionally and physically. An empath can be a real chameleon, shifting tone of voice, conversation styles, body posture, and choice of tactics and actions to help the people that are around them to feel more at ease. The problem with this is that they often lose track of what is actually authentic and true for themselves.
Self Care or Self Detriment?
Empaths tend to care take their environment as a way to care take themselves. This is a pretty roundabout way of doing self care. Doing or saying something that will make someone else angry or sad is uncomfortable for an empath, so that they often avoid confrontation in order to avoid feeling other people's uncomfortable emotions. It is easy for them to lose track of the fact that they themselves are feeling uncomfortable.
I know first hand, because I am an empath. It has been both a gift and has exacted many painful lessons from me. I could never be the healer I am today without having been an empath. When I lay my hands on a person, I can tell almost right away what emotions are lodged in that person's body, what issues they are dealing with, and sometimes, even what they are thinking. On the other side of the coin, there have been times in my life where I was not true to myself because of the needs and the emotions of others, often greatly to my detriment.
So what are we to do about this quandary?
There are several things that I have found essential practices in my path to take advantage of the psychic gifts, and lessen the problems of being an empath.
Develop Your Shield Body
Around your physical body, there is a layer of your aura that is devoted to your interface with your environment. Its shape and condition indicate your relationship to your world. People who are empaths often have a "thin skin" in relation to their shield body. When it has holes in it, we are more easily influenced by our environment. Visualize a shield of energy around your physical body. See is as radiant and complete. You may see it as a particular color. Some people like to see it as white or gold. Decide what color would work well for you, and see it that way. Imagine the shield body as flowing and moving..not static we are developing a shield here..not armor. It is good for it to be flexible, so you can let in what serves you, and keep out what doesn't. Snap your fingers to hold it in place. Do this exercise regularly.
Another thing that I have found exceptionally helpful, it to carry around a boji stone. This remarkable stone has been proven by Kirlian photography to seal the auric field if kept on the person for 3 days or more.
Center of Being
Once you have the shield body in place, imagine that there is a spark in the center of your being that is your pure essence. Focus your attention on the spark, being all your senses to bear. Also be aware of your sensations, emotions and thoughts. First try this when you are alone, and then, after a time, practice it around others. See if you can switch your awareness from your environment to your self, and back again. Notice the difference between the two.
Don't Take On Responsibilties That Aren't Yours
A person can get so used to care taking, that they can feel as though they are supposed to do it. You are not. It is good to be as compassionate as possible without going beyond the limits of what you need to do tyo maintain your health and sanity. You are responsible up to that line, and not beyond it. If you are an empath, your idea of where the line is might be a bit fuzzy. Once you get to know where the line is, try to stick to it. It will make all your relationships clearer and cleaner. [h]Get Used To Being The Bad Guy Empaths are often outwardly kind and caring. They usually get the benefit of everyone thinking that they are almost saintly sometimes. It is easy to get attached to being the "nice guy." It is not easy dealing with people's negative emotions, but care taking others does not ultimately serve them or you. It does not help them to protect them from their feelings. It keeps them from growing up. besides, its not real. Must better to live in reality than a padded reality. Yes, they may get angry or sad at you or with you if you don't do what they want you to do, but it is important to remember that their feelings are not your feelings, and your well-being is not dependent on their well being.
Develop Your Throat Chakra
Sometimes an empath will know what they need to say or do to make good boundaries, but have a hard time following through in expressing it. The throat chakra is the center for the expression of personal truth. Through the opening of the throat chakra, we open ourselves to expressing our true needs and feelings, as well as expressing the creative force as it moves through us. Some good exercises for opening the throat chakra are singing and chanting, sharing your feelings and thoughts with friends, and meditating on the throat chakra. Some healing stones that help with the throat chakra are chrysacolla, turquoise, lapis lazuli, amazonite, and blue lace agate. You can meditate with them, put them in a medicine bag, or wear jewelry (particularly necklaces).
Develop Your Root Chakra
The root chakra helps us to deal with being fully in the world. When the root chakra is open, we are fully grounded and present with whatever is coming our way. When it is not open, we can be disassociative, fearful, and have difficulty staying present with what is going on. Opening and healing the root chakra helps us to release the fears that keep us from our highest manifestation within form. Some exercises that help to open the root chakra are:
Imagine you are sending roots down into the earth from your base.
Imagine you can breathe in and out of you root.
On the inhale, breath in energy from he earth.
On the exhale, release any thing that is within you that does not serve you.
Some healing stones that might be helpful are obsidian, boji stones, hematite, and red jasper.
Smudging And Clearing Regularly
Whether you are having difficulty with your empathic abilities or not, it is a good idea to smudge yourself regularly to release other people's energy and influence from your energy body. Other good clearing methods are showering, bathing and spending time in solitude. Can you feel what others around you are feeling? Are you sensitive to your surroundings? When you lay your hands on someone, do your hands know right where to go to help that person? Perhaps you are an empath. |
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Reply #260 cassiopeia's post
Mmg la.. tp aku dah letih skrg...
Aku je yg dok faham org lain
org tak faham2 aku...
Time sekolah dulu ramai org suka kat aku
kalau aku pgi rumah kawan2 llaki ramai mak bapak diorg berkenan dgn aku
even more than half of the boys dlm kelas aku pernah confess suka aku
kalau pgi tumpang tido rumah2 member
bila dah nk balik tu parents diorg siap ckp lg aku bleh anggap family diorg family aku
tp tu dulu la...
skrg aku sorg2... dah takde aura tu
pgi mana2 pun org tak perasan aku
kawan2 llaki aku byk yg dah kawin (dgn org lain la!)
dan aku sdiri rasa muka aku skrg makin 'hodoh'
mungkin sbb diri aku yg jahat skrg ni dah makin take control ke atas aku
cam demonagirl6 tanya : ada ke cara nk kembalikan semua tu?
aku dah makin rasa aku lost dlm dunia ni
skrg ni hampir tiap2 hari aku persoalkan kenapa aku hidup kt bumi ni... |
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Originally posted by aizverus at 22-10-2008 12:14 PM 
jap...cassio ni gurl ke?
Aku tlg jwb la. Dia dak pompan. |
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Originally posted by mziskandar at 22-10-2008 01:19 PM
rugi kalau dah ada clue tapi x ikut... pilihan masing2..
Clue apa? Nak ikut apa? Pilihan apa?
Ko ckp selalu tergantung.  |
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Originally posted by mac_taylor at 22-10-2008 07:49 AM 
Aku baik taw...
Mana nak curik energy org lain...
Moh aku bagi ko energy aku sket, nak?
engko pandai ker bagi energy kat org? |
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Originally posted by cassiopeia at 22-10-2008 10:39 AM
omg..
i know exactly what u mean. lol
pasal vibe tu cassio taktau la plak. cuma cassio mmg tak ske la pandang mata org lama2. tak sedap ati. LOL
slalu gak rasa ada org pandang kita dari be ...
korg ader rasa...gak ker...as if ader org tenong korg dari blkg..
aku pun baru2...masa semua org reveal power..start...2..3 hari yg lalu..
adooo jerk rasa...or tengok tepi2...kat blkg2 ..cam ader org tengah spy...
feel something weird..la...aku pun ingat...aku nih paranoid...tapi...just baru2 nih..la...sblm tuh takder..
mende tuh ker....energy vampire? |
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Post time 22-10-2008 12:16 PM
Post time 22-10-2008 01:19 PM
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