i still Love him..

guynextdoor

dun b...
live is too short to stuck in loneliness!

kiahbosan

ini adalah luahan hati i tak de kene mengene dgn yg hidup atau mati...

guynextdoor

wow... sounds so secretive. care to share?

kiahbosan

Originally posted by guynextdoor at 10-9-2006 23:49
wow... sounds so secretive. care to share?

guy, apa yg Kiah luahkan kat sini tak de yg tersembunyi...bacalah betul2 heheheh :nyorok:

hi.. just dropping by to share something with you.. hope u don't mind..

MT TEARS FOR YOU

There is so much that I want to say,
So much that I want to do,
I want to do everything for you.

I want to tell you how much I love you,
But whenever I try, it never seems to come out right.
Every time I see you,
I want to complete you,
And make you the happiest man alive.
To lose you...
I would rather die.

The love I have for you I can not explain,
My love for you is not one that is plain.
It is deeper than any other,
It goes deeper than the love of a mother.

This is not lust I must explain,
My love for you is at a close range.
I never want to leave your side,
Wishing I could drag you along for all time,
I want you to forever be mine.

There is so much that I want to tell you,
But I am afraid I do not have the words,
I want to express my feeling with verse,
But I am afraid there is no word as precious as you,
Or the love I feel when you make each day new.

I sit and wait for your return,
As the passion burns,
Longing for you to hold me tight,
And whisper sweet thoughts in my head throughout the night.

I only wish that you knew how much I love you,
But how can I tell you what I feel inside,
When I try not to rush things and just give it time.
I know you love me,
I know you know this, too.
I only hope that I can make a happy life with you.

I never knew that love could hurt like this,
Even though nothing bad has happened.
I never knew that love could bring this many tears to one's eyes,
When they have no real reason to cry.

The tears roll down my cheeks and I ask myself why,
Why does this perfect love,
Perfect life,
Make me cry?
They are happy tears,
I will not lie.
I am so happy,
That抯 why I cry.

You are perfect in every way.
You have no flaws,
Or anger to retain.
You are too perfect to be true.
God has sent me the perfect man,
He sent me you.

Your lips,
Your smile,
The way you wear your hair,
All the perfect times we抳e shared,
I never want it to end,
I will never let it go.
I want you to be the last man I kiss,
And the last man I hold.

kiahbosan

Thanks Zelda.... so sweet and touching!!

kiahbosan

Honey why are you calling me so late
Its kinda hard to talk right now
Honey why are you crying is everything okay
I gotta whisper cause I cant be too loud
Well, my guys in the next room
Sometimes I wish he was you
I guess we never really moved on
Its really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye
But boy you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

Its funny that youre calling me tonight
And yes Ive dreamt of you too
And does she know youre talking to me
Will it start a fight
No I dont think he has a clue
Well my guys in the next room
Sometimes I wish he was you
I guess we never really moved on
Its really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those wordsa it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye
But boy you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

Its really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye
But boy you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel
(And I never wanna say goodbye)
But boy you make it so hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel
Honey why are you calling me so late

kiahbosan

sendiri begini,
sering aku bertanya pada laut
benarkah aku yang terlewat
mampir pada saat yang bukan ketikanya
sedang angin pun kian segan bertiup
membiar aku terkaku tanpa jawab.

berdosakah aku pula
yang ternyata kelewatan ini
tiba-tiba mencari bahagia di hujung waktu yang bersisa
berlari mengutip setiap embun rindu
demi menghilangkan dahaga jiwa.

pernah ku tanya pada dia,
mengapa?
lembut dia berkata
" DIA YANG TERAKHIR MESKI BUKAN YANG PERTAMA"

Tuhan, siapa dia sebenarnya?
sesekali bicaraku pada diri,
tabahlah duhai hati yg menangis
meski kau menjerit, ia tak akan pernah berpaling
dia kepunyaan insan lain.

Ya Allah,
mengapa aku masih juga menyebut namanya
masih menyandar harapan menggunung
malam yang tiada pernah lena
hanya berlagu sendu dan air mata
sedang ku tahu hanya aku sendiri yang memilki rasa itu.

mengapa harus aku cemburu?
sedang hadir ku memang terlewat
mana mungkin ia mahu melupakan perempuan itu
segalanya kenangan yang abadi juga mungkin
aku hanya penyair yang cuma tahu melukis retak hati.

tuhan biarkan aku melupakannya,
jika ia hadir hanya sementara...