somi ai pon ada celeb crushes, masing2 layan fantasi sendiri hahaha Lepas keluar RATM, Zack teruskan projek kebajikan komuniti dia dan berkecimpung dgn muzik tradisional Latino. Wpun badan dah mcm dad bod, dia rajin bersukan dan surfing. So ai bole bayangkan hidup yg tenang kalau kawen dgn beliyau
JB dan SM? Keisha kump. Sugababes ke? Mungkin your type yg muka sweet dan baby face. Rasa2nyalah
SM ni sgt muda tp hasil karya lagu2 die, cara die bercakap tu very mature.
Kadang2 paras rupa tak cukup, kena tengok intipati percakapan dia org jugak. Kalau himbo, terus bye2 je la. Personally, rasa mcm 2nd hand embarrasment kalau celebs diminat clueless dan otak kosong gituh.
Top 5 rockstar crush? tbh ai minat ramai rock musicians, pastuh bertukar2 ranking ikut musim hohohooo
Anyways:
1. Zack de la Rocha (RATM)
2. John Frusciante (RHCP) - setiap dekad, mcm org yg berbeza2. muzik dia ketika bergerak solo ala2 out of this world sgt.
3. Damon Albarn (Blur) - on off crush sejak zaman ai sekolah di thn 90an. suara seksi bila bercakap, agaknya kalau dia baca kuat2 buku telefon pun bole cair tatkala mendengarnya.
4. Howlin Pelle Almqvist (The Hives) - yg ni kelakar sket, ai start minat bila minah US yg ai befriended dlm fan forum The Strokes dan yahoo messenger tak suka dia. ai just kata, cute jugak lead singer TH ek? dia punya reply: eewww, Howlin nih jenis cocky, perasan superior etc etc tp bila melehat sendiri interview bideo, dia punya cakap besar tu gimik jah. lucu pun ada. adakalanya dia buat self deprecating jokes.
5. Julian Casablancas (The Strokes)
Ok2...settle down people..relax2 Ahahahaha...
U know i dont know if that's normal ke x, tp how come your fantasy jauh ke depan & jenis settle down where as i punye sekadar suke2 je..? Ok ade la jgk fantasy living together tp x sampai bernikah? Is it because u dah kawin where as i still solo so that has some influence pd sexual fantasy masing2? Or it has more to do with personality type? Or org yg dah berkawin lg realistic fantasynye where as yg solo mcm over the top sbb still virgin mary?
Now lets put that aside, interesting top 5 mmg taste celebs u semua yg level2 atas ni semua rock star ke?
hmm idk... bergantung kpd daya imaginasi masing2 kot. Kalau you join tumblr fandoms, ada yg lebih elaborate dan details Sejujurnya dulu zaman remaja bbnu tgh gatal menggelenyar, asal tengok retis hensem semestinya otak ai masuk territory 18sxMungkin ai dah makin berumur, so fantasi yg seksi~ pun slow jugekk - skang lebih suka konsep companionship dan kegembiraan hahaha. Selain tu, ai suka berangan2 tengok rumah2 desa Scandinavian kat IG dan bayangkan ai dan family dok kat situ, pergi memancing, kumpul cendawan, sambil buat homestay AirBnB Anyhoo, kalau betul bagai dikata mengenai teori multiverse, somewhere in different universe, kita tgh melalui kehidupan alternate yg kita imejin di dunia ini
Bagi ai fantasi tu cuma hiburan time bosan, what if... what if... gituuu.
Now lets put that aside, interesting top 5 mmg taste celebs u semua yg level2 atas ni semua rock star ke?
Barangkali ai suka ahli muzik wakakaka Mujur ai tak hidup di era 60s -70s di Europe/US, tak mustahil ai join geng Pamela Des Barres
Wahh you minat Hiddleston? ai pun minat gak. James McAvoy bole la dikira crush ai kategori actors. Other crushes: Richard Ayoade dan Cillian Murphy. Tu la jah kot ai bole fikir on the top of my head atm.
Utk tak OT, ai tepek one of my fave Garbage songs yg popular seki ...
Uuu...i actually excited nk balas your replies. Tp ttiber ade aral melintang. Anywho i akan story kat thread lain psl tu...Top 5 Fav Garbage songs u ape yea?
My Fav Garbage song of all time this #1....yg lagi 4 nnt i sambung..
Janice Galloway's inventive first novel is about the breakdown of a 27-year-old drama teacher named Joy Stone. The problems of everyday living accumulate and begin to torture Joy, who blames her problems not on her work or on the accidental drowning of her illicit lover, but on herself. While painful and deeply serious, this is a novel of great warmth and energy: it's the wit and irony found in moments of despair that prove to be Joy's salvation. First published by Polygon in 1989 and Dalkey Archive Press in 1994, now available again.
The Trick is to Keep Breathing
She's not the kind of girlWho likes to tell the world
About the way she feels about herself
She takes a little time in making up her mind
She doesn't want to fight against the tide
And lately I'm not the only oneI say never trust anyone
Always the one who has to drag her down
Maybe you'll get what you want this time around
Can't bear to face the truthSo sick he cannot move
And when it hurts he takes it out on you
And lately I'm not the only oneI say never trust anyone
Always the one who has to drag her down
Maybe you'll get what you want this time around
The trick is to keep breathing [x2]
She knows the human heartAnd how to read the stars
Now everything's about to fall apart
I won't be the one who's going to let you down
Maybe you'll get what you want this time around
I won't be the one who's going to let you down
Maybe you'll get what you want this time around
I phm u....eventhough umur we all i rs x jauh beza, it's a part of growing up right? Same as your needs, bile teens x same dgn bile dah dewasa. You change as u age. Zaman teens, 20s dulu terlebih tenaga stamina, so fantasy pun kemain kau hahahahah...
Tp bile dah adult all u want and need is peace of mind, contentment a meaningful life. Sort of cerminan of your sexual fantasies/apparellel dimension of your reality. NICE!
As 4 me i'm still very lost in my life so that sort of mirrors my fantasies too i guess. It also relates to my topik yg i bukak kat board perubatan tu huhuuhu,..hush2..please don't mention it here.
Kan...u kurang skit bab actors i pulak kurang skit bab rock star...Yes u mmg minat Loky.....i rs more tertarik dgn english actors. It took me a while to realize yg it. i suke how they speak, politely eloquently..xde la asyik cencarut sana sini like t americans. cara pemakaian pun sentiasa kemas, terurus, segak & wangi hahaaahha...
Kalau Rock Star paling fav David Bowie....Kalau fav celeb of all time since zaman late teens to 20s Angelina Jolie. On your knees and forehead people.. ..
Yup, kadang2 tak semua manusia mempunyai sama kemahuan dan cara handle kehidupan. Takda contoh definitive dan tepat dgn apa yg dikatakan 'normal'.
Don't be too hard on yourself. Yg penting HAPPY
wow David Bowie... Lagu dia yg 1st ai dengar 'Let's Dance' - masa tu ai kecik lg. Tak paham maksud, but very catchy to me selain music legend, dia jugak berbakat dlm lakonan. ai ingat lg watak DB sbg Nikola Tesla - beza betol muka dia. Mcm pakcik2 gituh
oh ya actor yg ai ada crush sampai sanggup naik time machine utk kembali ke masa lampau, young Al Pacino
tbh ai berkali2 dah tengok Godfather 1&2 (yg ketiga tuh ai flip hair jah ) demi Michael Corleone.
Homaaaiii, imejin bersugar daddy kan ketua mafia begini punya hawt
Top 5? hamagaadd... ai suka banyak sgt lagu Garbage, tak tahu cemana nak pilih
I would die for you
I would die for you
I've been dying just to feel you by my side
To know that you're mine
I will cry for you
I will cry for you
I will wash away your pain with all my tears
And drown your fear
I will pray for you
I will pray for you
I will sell my soul for something pure and true
Someone like you
See your face every place that I walk in
Hear your voice every time I am talking
You will believe in me
And I will never be ignored
I will burn for you
Feel pain for you
I will twist the knife and bleed my aching heart
And tear it apart
I will lie for you
Beg and steal for you
I will crawl on hands and knees until you see
You're just like me
Violate all The love that I'm missing
Throw away all the pain that I'm living
You will believe in me
And I can never be ignored
I would die for you
I would kill for you
I will steal for you
I'd do time for you
I would wait for you
I'd make room for you
I'd sail ships for you
To be close to you
To be a part of you
'Cause I believe in you
I believe in you
I would die for you.
I'm no barbie doll
I'm not your baby girl
I've done ugly things and I have made mistakes
And I am not as pretty as those girls in magazines
I am rotten to my core if they're to be believed
So what if I'm no baby bird hanging upon your every word?
Nothing ever smells of roses that rises out of mud
Why do you love me
Why do you love me
Why do you love me, it's driving me crazy
Why do you love me
Why do you love me
Why do you love me, it's driving me crazy
Why do you love me
Why do you love me
Why do you love me, it's driving me crazy
Why do you love me
Why do you love me
You're not some little boy
Why you acting so surprised
You're sick of all the rules
Well I'm sick of all your lies
Now I've held back a wealth of shit, I think I'm gonna choke
I'm standing in the shadows with the words stuck in my throat
Does it really come as a surprise when I tell you I don't feel good?
Nothing ever came from nothing man
Oh man, ain't that the truth
Why do you love me
Why do you love me
Why do you love me, it's driving me crazy
Why do you love me
Why do you love me
Why do you love me, it's driving me crazy
Why do you love me
Why do you love me
Why do you love me, it's driving me crazy
Why do you love me
Why do you love me
I get back up and I do it again
I get back up and I do it again
I get back up and I do it again
I get back up and I do it, I do it again
I think you're sleeping with a friend of mine
I have no proof but I think that I'm right
And you've still got the most beautiful face
It just makes me sad most of the time
I get back up and I do it again
I get back up and I do it again
I get back up and I do it again
I get back up and I do it, I do it again
Do it again
Do it again
Do it again
Why do you love me
Why do you love me
Why do you love me, it's driving me crazy
Why do you love me
Why do you love me
Why do you love me, it's driving me crazy
Why do you love me
Why do you love me
Why do you love me
Why do you love me
Hey boy, take a look at me
Let me dirty up your mind
I'll strip away your hard veneer
And see what I can find
The queerest of the queer
The strangest of the strange
The coldest of the cool
The lamest of the lame
The numbest of the dumb
I hate to see you here
You choke behind a smile
A fake behind the fear
The queerest of the queer
This is what he pays me for
I'll show you how it's done
You learn to love the pain you feel
Like father like son
The queerest of the queer
Hide inside your head
The blindest of the blind
The deadest of the dead
You're hungry cause you starve
While holding back the tears
Choking on your smile
A fake behind the fear
The queerest of the queer
I know what's good for you (You can touch me if you want)
I know you're dying to (You can touch me if you want)
I know what's good for you (You can touch me if you want)
But you can't stop
The queerest of the queer
The strangest of the strange
The coldest of the cool
The lamest of the lame
The numbest of the dumb
I hate to see you here
You choke behind a smile
A fake behind the fear
The queerest of the queer
The strangest of the strange
The coldest of the cool
You're nothing special here
A fake behind the fear
The queerest of the queer
I know what's good for you
I know you're dying to
I know what's good for you
I bet you're dying to
You can touch me if you want
You can touch me if you want
You can touch me
You can touch me
But you can't stop.
lagu nih kena dengar sambil pejam mata, tanpa disedari you akan start menitiskan air mata - or maybe not. dari personal experience
You told me you don't love me
Over a cup of coffee
And I just have to look away
A million miles between us
Planets crash into dust
I just let it fade away
I'm walking empty streets
Hoping we might meet
I see your car parked on the road
The light on at your window
I know for sure that you're home
But I just have to pass on by
So no, of course, we can't be friends
Not while I'm still this obsessed
I guess I always knew the score
This is how our story ends
I smoke your brand of cigarettes
And pray that you might give me a call
I lie around on bed all day just staring at the walls
Hanging round bars at night
Wishing I had never been born
And give myself to anyone who wants to take me home
So no, of course, we can't be friends
Not while I still feel like this
I guess I always knew the score
This is where our story ends
You left behind some clothes
My belly summersaults when I pick them off the floor
My friends all say they're worried
I'm looking far too skinny
I've stopped returning all their calls
And no, of course, we can't be friends
Not while I'm still so obsessed
I want to ask where I went wrong
But don't say anything at all
It took a cup of coffee
To prove that you don't love me
entah kenapa ai rasa lagu ni tak mustahil dlm playlist kelab exotic dancing~
I've got a fever
Come check it and see
There's something burning and rolling in me
We may not last but we'll have fun till it ends
C'mon baby be my bad boyfriend
I wanna hear you call out my name
I wanna see you burn up in flames
Keep you on ice so I can show all my friends
C'mon baby be my bad boyfriend
So ripe so sweet come suck it and see
But watch out Daddy I sting like a bee
I know some tricks I swear will give you the bends
C'mon baby be my bad boyfriend
My fever's rising you ran into luck
Say what sugar
You wanna get what?
I'm wanna give you one hundred and ten
C'mon baby be my bad boyfriend
It's wild the way you tease me
It's wild the way you free me
It's wild the way you reach me
Wrapped me up in your wire from the start
You've got the women waiting in line
I'm not asking you to make up your mind
But I can make you happy at least now and then
I've got something special for my bad boyfriend
If you can't love me honey go on just pretend
I've saved something special for the very end
If you can't love me honey go on just pretend
C'mon baby be my bad boyfriend
Come down to my house
Stick a stone in your mouth
You can always pull out
If you like it too much
Make a whole new religion
A falling star that you cannot live without
And I'll feed your obsession
There'll be nothing but this thing that you'll never doubt
A hit is hard to resist
And I never miss
I can take you out
With just a flick of my wrist
Make a whole new religion
A falling star that you cannot live without
And I'll feed your obsession
There is nothing but this thing that you'll never doubt
This thing you'll never doubt
And I'll feed your obsession
The falling star that you cannot live without
I will be your religion
This thing you'll never doubt
You're not the only one
You're not the only one
[Background:]
Now I want it too much
Now I want it to stop
Now I'm lucky like a falling star that fell over me
Bow down to me, bow down to me
Bow down to me, bow down to me
Bow down to me, bow down to me
Bow down to me.
Welcome
We love you
We hate you
We love you
We want you
We need you
We wish we were like you
They say you're a saint
You're a whore
You're a sinner
That he had you
He made you
He can't live without you
Would you confess if we asked
That you nurture the urge
To declare that it’s time
To settle down
With a man of your own
You want a baby
A family
A piece of security
Shut your mouth
Try not to panic
Just shut your mouth
If you can do it
Shut your mouth
Try not to panic
Just shut your mouth
If you can do it
Just shut your mouth
What's your opinion of the dire situation
In our land here
Our guest here
Of course you'll be nice here
How do you feel about God and religion
Are you good people
Bad people
Guess it doesn't matter people
Your place
My place
Make her bring that famous face
You got some
You want some
You wanna let me get you some
We know your music but of course we'd never buy it
It’s too fake man
Right man!
(We don't give a fucking damn)
Shut your mouth
Try not to panic
Just shut your mouth
If you can do it
Shut your mouth
Try not to panic
Just shut your mouth
If you can do it
I hear you say it
Play it smart girl
Win the game love
Give’em what they want
What they want to see and you could be a big star
You could go far
Make a landmark
What have you been reading you smart girl?
Win the game love
Give’em what they want
What they want to see and you could be a big star
You could go far
Make a landmark
Make a shitload
And the world spins by
With everybody moaning
Pissing, bitching and everyone is shitting
On their friends
On their love
On their oaths
On their honor
On their graves
On their mouths
And their words say nothing
Shut your mouth
Try not to panic
Just shut your mouth
If you can do it
Shut your mouth
Try not to panic
Just shut your mouth
If you can do it
Just shut your mouth
I wanted to say something
Oh shut your mouth
I wanted to say something
Just shut your mouth
I wanted to say something
Oh shut your mouth
I wanted to be something
Just shut your mouth
When everything is going wrong
And you can't see the point of going on
Nothing in life is set in stone
There's nothing that can't be turned around
Nobody wants to be alone
Everybody wants to love someone
Out of the tree go pick a plum
Why can't we all just get along
Boys
Boys in the girl's room
Girls
Girls in the men's room
You free your mind in your androgyny
Boys
Boys in the parlor
Girls
They're getting harder
I'll free your mind in your androgyny
No sweeter a taste that you could find
Than fruit hanging ripe upon the vine
There's never been an oyster so divine
A river deep that never runs dry
What you need
What you need
What you need
What you need
What you need
What you need
What you need
What you need
What you need
What you need
What you need
The birds and the bees they hum along
Like treasure they twinkle in the sun
Get on board and have some fun
Take what you need to turn you on
Boys
Boys in the girl's room
Girls
Girls in the men's room
You free your mind in your androgyny
Boys
Boys in the parlor
Girls
They're getting harder
I'll free your mind
I'll free your mind
I'll free your mind
I'll free your
Boys
Behind closed doors and under stars
Girls
It doesn't matter where you are
Boys
Collecting jewels that catch your eyes
Girls
Don't let a soulmate pass you by
Boys in the girl's room
Girls in the men's room
You free your mind in your androgyny
Boys in the parlor
They're getting harder
I'll free your mind
I'll free your mind
Boys in the girl's room
Girls in the men's room
You free your mind in your androgyny
Boys in the parlor
They're getting harder
I'll free your mind
I'll free your mind
I'll free your mind
I'll free your