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mungkin pihak berkuasa sediakan lori kot utk penduduk kampung.. |
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dan pada ari selasa tu ada antara budak skola sampai kt rumah kul 9.30 mlm
angkara banjir... |
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harap2 minggu depan tidak ada banjir |
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sb majoriti skola adakan periksa pertengahan tahun pada minggu depan.. |
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daku moyan sensorang..... |
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siang selalunya tak sempat nk masuk... |
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01 April 2010
DZAFRI HISYAM BIN KHAIRULANWAR (22 SEPTEMBER 2008 - 20 MARCH 2010)
Stories by me Being Me! at 10:42 AM .
Labels: Dzafri
Losing a child is every parents nightmare.
Never across in my mind that one day my child will die before me.
NEVER.
And it happens to me, in split second, he left me forever. Without any warning, without saying goodbye and never in my mind, it would be this way.
I love him so much.
I miss him so much.
Only ALLAH knows how I feel now, but I must be redha. Ini ketentuan Allah. No one can stop it. NO ONE. Sudah tertulis, ajal Dzafri sudah tiba pada 20hb Mac 2010, pukul 8.50pm. Semuanya sudah tertulis.
My second son, DZAFRI HISYAM BIN KHAIRULANWAR, passed away peacefully on 20 March 2010 at 8.50pm, at ICU/NICU Ampang Puteri and he was 15 months old (born on 22 September 2008).
He was first diagnosed with dengue (the diagnosed and confirmation of the dengue was made by our regular pediatrician at Wangsa Maju) and later transferred to Ampang Puteri on 20 March 2010 (Saturday) because Dzafri had trouble breathing and the first hospital doesnt have the proper equipment.
The minute we arrived at Ampang Puteri by ambulance, the consultant pediatrician at the ICU/NICU ward have said this to me, "Your baby is too sick. What happened? I cannot promise you anything...."
WHAT?
What?????? Said that again????
But still in my head, I thought to myself that this doctor is wrong. Ya, me, without any medical background, wants to tell to this experience doctor that he is wrong. And he continue, "I think this is not dengue, this is something else. He is too pale. Do he have talasemia?" I quickly replied to him, "No. What do you mean by something else. The doctor (referring to the earlier pediatrician) told me it was dengue." "Never mind. I will do the test first." He replied. |
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I kept quiet to myself, not saying anything and just let the doctor and his nurses doing their job. I was with Dzafri in that ICU room, waiting for my husband and Dzarif as I arrived earlier with the ambulance. Still in shock of what the doctor told me, but I still remaining calm. Tapi dalam hati, Ya Allah, Tuhan saja tahu. I just want to scream, yell, cry ... and all I want to do at that time is Dzafri to be ok and we can all go home.
Dzafri was put on oxygen, drip, wayar sana sini-at his chest, hand, his little feet .... He starts to merengek, maybe because tak selesa dgn wayar-wayar yang banyak tu. He didnt cried, but he wants me to hold him tight. Tapi macam mana nak dukung him with all the wayar, dari hidung, lengan, tgn, kaki semuanya ada. I tried to make him comfortable as I could, but I know, he's scared. Me too.
After 1/2 hour in the ward, Dzafri tertidur and I quickly make my way to the registration counter as hubby is stuck in the traffic jammed. habis urusan di kaunter tu, I quickly ran back to the ward and there, the doctor is waiting for me to show Dzafri chest Xray.
"Its pneumonia. Its getting worst. What actually the doctor told you?" |
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I explained to him the whole thing, from the first day Dzafri had his demam which is on Monday night, we went to see his pediatrician on Wednesday and was admitted on Friday because the doctor suspected dengue or viral fever, and which the blood test done on Friday and Saturday with the platlet count drop to 28, the pediatrician confirmed it was dengue but, Dzafri had trouble breathing since Wednesday and the pediatrician told me its only phlegm and something to do with Croup bacteria/virus.
"No. This is nothing to do with dengue or viral fever. Its pneumonia and his chest Xray shows that his right lung is filled with pus ? (nanah) and he need to be operate immediately".
I was nearly fainted.
My hubby was outside at the visitor lounge, waiting with Dzarif, because kid under 12 are not allowed to be in the ICU ward and we had nobody to look after him. I agreed with the operation thing and quickly ran to my husband, asked him to see the doctor and explained to him once more. Just before that, another doctor came into the room. The nurse introduced him as the Pakar Bedah Paru-paru. He was holding the chest xray and was saying something to the first doctor. Then, he explained to me. This time, his words really make me want to cry.
"Its pneumonia but I ternampak satu benda asing dalam paru-paru dia ni. I rasa ada ketumbuhan. Growth."
"Growth?"
"Tumor"
YA ALLAH!!! |
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Post time 20-5-2010 08:04 AM
